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Jacqualyn Maria Jenke  

PICKIN UP MY LIFE- WALKIN ON BY

Journal Entry: Wed Jan 10, 2007, 9:04 PM
  • Mood: Happy Tears
  • Listening to: john meyer-dancing in a burnin room
  • Watching: Rhapsody
  • Playing: Guitar & Piano :) thats right im playin again
  • Eating: Halls. Cough drops
  • Drinking: water...
Well,

Things are going really well, i have been getting out alot, Meeting new people. and im really suprisingly comfortable with it all... With people and places and doing things i never thought id do again. Its so suprising sometimes i wonder if its real. or how long its gonna last.

Had a few minor bad experiences with some assholes but hey... Bound to happen being single again i guess... Im back out and Doing more in 3 months than ive done in the last 3 years. Running into old friends and pickin up old hobbies. I fricken did karaoke and i have the worst stage fright in the world! lol Im doing good ;)

My art is Booming again, My social life is Booming again, i cant find time for my kitties like i used to....
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Contemplating hiring an assistant... or taking a vacation. I was riding on E for a while there... just got so excited to be out and about, i forgot to sleep or eat or rest...
Finally got sick and ended my fun... lol

Realizing more and more everyday. About my future possibilites and my self (strenghts weakness's etc)
here i thought there wasnt much growing left to do besides just feeling better, now im getting better, getting out and all of a sudden Life started all over agian :0 ) duh right?.... lol
Thanks so much for everyones support threw everything this last year That ive been on Dev Art. *hugs* It meant the world.

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~mikey-madness:iconmikey-madness: May 22, 2007, 6:59:15 PM
It is good to see that you are getting past your hesitations in life. As they say: the only thing to fear is fear itself.

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~mile2smile:iconmile2smile: May 30, 2007, 8:47:38 AM
definately facing things head on now. I was never one to let fear rule my life. how i became agoraphobic i have no idea :)~
It just stinks because (relationship wise) i see myself hold back alot. always second guessing people and my own strength. in some ways it a good thing, in others i wonder if im being over sensitive. - i wonder if i make any sense sometimes :P

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~Jacalyn Maria :heart: L(0)(0)K [link]
If your life is burning well, poetry is the ash ~leonard cohen
~mikey-madness:iconmikey-madness: Jul 11, 2007, 5:25:14 AM
I think this is the fear of most. That we are not enough. I came to realize that a while ago. But realize something... you are not perfect. But the good news is that no one else is either.

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“Every artist dips his brush in his own soul, and paints his own nature into his pictures.” -- Henry Ward Beecher